Partying @ zouk;
Things are slowly getting back to normal between him and me... Decided to let it go and see for myself whether he will change for the better or for the worse.. Dun wanna bear grudges against each other over who took who for granted..... It's natural for one to break down suddenly after keeping so many things to yourself... But why live in sadness when you can choose to live happy? As for now, I'll try to live day by day.. Accept anything that comes in my way.. No point worrying what my future will be... It will come when it have to.... I'll try to get the feelings back again, just like what we used to have for the past 1o months...
Partying @ zou
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Been so long since I last went out at nitez..... Had my off day at sat so definitely muz spend the day well... Was staying at home the whole day cuz my mother said cannot go out... Muz wait for my younger brother to book out from camp and have dinner as a family... -_-!! Finally after dinner, I started to get changed and out I go...... First destination ---> Harry's Bar.. My fav chill out place.... Slack there for a couple of hrs... Ordered 2 cocktails and a corona...... Den 12 midnitez head down to zouk to party... Didnt drank much.... juz had a vodka lime and some beer.... Wanna enjoy life now when I can... Haha... I DO NOT want my freedom to be restricted..... Shall have more fun more often bah.........
Counting down to my last day at work at changi airport......... > 22 days
Monday, September 25, 20061:33 AM
Low mood....;
You are 67% Suicidical
You know life isn't always great, it hurts sometimes, i know. Hold on to the happy moments in your life, cause there are happy moments in your life! YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL SAD, YOR LIFE IS GREAT! LIFE FROM ALL THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS IN YOUR LIFE!! Good Luck with the rest of you're life. Karolien
How Suicidical Are You?
Was not in a good mood today... Many thoughts run through my mind while I was at work just now.... But I do not know how to express that here... Saw this quiz in a friend's blog.. Took it for fun.. 67% suicidal... Does that explain my feeling now?
Monday, September 18, 200612:56 AM
Result is OUT!!;
Yup!
Result is out yesterday... Was kinda disappointed in a way lah... But still, I passed all the subjects.. No sup paper for me...
CMSK: C+
BPRT: D
MP: C
GPA: 1.96
Thats my results... My BPRT get D... I at least expected a C lor... Sigh... And my GPA is so low lor.. I remembered I used to hit 2.0 de.... But took 1 sup paper before den drop.... Sigh... Didnt manage to keep my promise to not take a single sup paper in my 3 years course...
3 years of poly course is almost completed... Now left with attachment.... Then can take the diploma cert le... But after that, I dunno find what kind of job... No longer having to work and study all the time... Instead, it should be work all the time... Moving out of the student world and into the working world loh....
Thursday, September 14, 20061:41 PM
Here comes Sept!!;
Nothing new in my life recently.... Celebrated his bday from 30th to 31st August.... Then started work from 2nd sept till now...... Gonna earn as much as possible before my attatchment start.... Still waiting for my posting...
30th August
My main exam...Dunno how my result will turn out to me... Its over so let's juz wait patiently for the result... His birthday?? Wait till I got hold of the photos bah..
31st August
BBQ
1st Sept
Home sweet Home
Sleep zzZZzzZZ
2nd to 4th Sept
Work
5th Sept
Shopping plus Singing equals tired!!!
6th Sept
Happy 10th Month Anniversary!! Looking forward to 1 yr Anniversary...
Work
7th to 14th Sept
Work
8th Sept
My younger brother is enlisted... House become even quieter now as he is in the far far away (jurong only lah...) camp doing his NS... Haha..
As you can see... I'm now working Everyday.. And only get every sat off.... Cuz his work is 5-day work so I took 1 wkend off to accompany him lor... So guess hard to meet up with frens bah unless you guys are free for lunch appointment only...
Hmm..... Looking forward to 20th Oct, my last day of work in the airport... But not the 19th Oct cuz is the NAPFA test.. Fail for sure anyway.... And 23rd oct --- start of attatchment...
Saturday, September 09, 20062:06 AM
