i love pooh bear...

3 more days to go;

another 3 more days and he will be back! waiting for him to come home...

although we had an unpleasant 2 wks, but still, i look forward to his return. these 2 wks showed me something.. i sort of unknowingly lost the trust from you again.. trust of having guy frens ard.. this always happened when i met new frens at new company... when i get to know new frens.. especially guys. i know my stand.. and i truly know where u stand in my heart. but what can i do to make u not have this fear forever? I do need frens too... but at the end of the day.. i dont go overboard.. n of cos i will tell my new frens my status. there's nothing to hide..

almost everyday, i'll rush home from work. reason being.. i know i have a responsiblity at home waiting for me. i wont forget about it de lor.. though sometimes i really wish i can go out and do not have to rush for time...

I'm so tired.. having slept at 12 almost everyday, and waking up at 6plus.. shag....
sometimes will just hope darius dun exist.. at least for now...

i need a break.....

and how nice... cant buy a new phone.. damn sianz.. want to change phone also cannot....

Saturday, September 12, 200912:33 AM

what an unlucky me!! :(;

Its been a terrible week for me for the past weeks.

He went for his reservist and will only be back on 15th morning... though you are far away, it seems that we still can quarrel. sigh.. What have I done to make you feel so insecure? What should I do to make you feel better?? I read from 1 post (i lost the url, so cant copy the whole para here), something about calling the other half to find out where he/she is. And the best ans that your partner will want to know, is that you are a gd gal/boy staying at home and not going anywhere. SOmething like that lah... really cant remember le.. till i get to read that person's blog again bah...
But seriously, as a couple, the most impt thing is basic trust, and not to know where you are only...

Anyway, getting tied with my life le... having to rush to fetch darius home, "wrestle" with him for an hr or so... And cant let him take a short nap in the evening, thus have to keep him awake throughout. if not, he wont slp early and i have to stay awake with him till 12 plus.... And for this, i have to tolerate his screaming, shouting and all.. I'm turning deaf soon... And he's not scare of me anymore... scolded him, he can shout back at me... And I remember, i cant beat him...

And the next suay thing? My phone spoiled.. How Nice!!!! The speaker blow again.. My previous SE phone also got the same prob. sigh... Havent thought of what phone to buy yet.. Damn sianz.. And I can upgrade my plan at end oct, if not have to pay the penalty. But cant wait for that long lor... have a phone cant call out to listen calls? den whats the pt of paying for free incoming calls and 300 min free outgoing calls?? Damn sianz...

And also, I failed my TP.. Even sianz.. Just when i thought i can passed, i have to strike kerb, not once, not twice, but thrice.. how 'lucky'... Anyway, passed or not, i get no comfort from him.. reason being,he's very tired and bz that wk... :(

I think better stop here on my family matters before i got arrow behind my back.. dunno who are the 1 that read my blog...

Monday, September 07, 200910:36 PM

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*.羅志祥 - 幸福不滅
*.羅志祥 - 小丑鱼
*.Twins - 死性不改
*.五月天 - 天天想你
*.周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
*.五月天 - 突然好想你
*.Kai - Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
*.王力宏－你不在
*.SHE - 安静了