New job... New start;
Received the confirmation yesterday... I'm starting work this coming Friday.... Going to sign the appointment letter and the bond tmr afternoon.
Having mixed feelings..... Happy and sad.... Happy because I'm earning my own $$... Wont be look down. You always feel better if you are working and knowing that you have your own income... Thats how I always feel when I'm working... Work sucks, but you always look forward to pay day....
Sad because will be spending lesser time with Darius. Will only be seeing him at night when I bring him home... Sianz...
2008 is ending soon... In 2008, my life seems to be fast forward... Everything is moving on so fast.... Work Contract end in June, ROM in July, give birth in November, and I'm going back to work again in January.... All within half a year... Thats my fate for this year... Juz accept it... Though this is not what I wanted, but I still have to accept my fate...
What is my new year resolution and birthday wish for 2009? I dun even want to think about it. Nothing comes true for 2008. Whats the point of thinking about it... Just live day to day bah.... Goals?? Will they ever be achieved??
We seldom quarrel when we were together for the past 3 yrs. But we start to quarrel so often now ever since Darius was born. Why? You have your way of doing things, so do I. But there are certain things that I just dun understand. I really dun. Maybe is our way of upbringing is different bah. And I rather keep my mouth shut!
Tuesday, December 30, 200812:55 PM
New toy for Darius;
Wednesday, December 24, 20082:54 PM
MERRY X'MAS!!;
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MERRY X'MAS!!
Its now the end of the year... Soon, the year of the Rat will be over... We will be sending off Mickey Mouse and we will be welcoming the year of the Ox... Thats my year... Haha.... Hope it will be a gd year for me... Hope everything I hope for will be fulfilled next year....
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Darius is now 5 wks old loh... So fast.....
And I got myself a job already. There will be a 3 yrs bond. In another word, I cant leave the job even if I dun like it, or I can say that I secure myself a job for the next 3 yrs. Depending on how you see it bah.. Not a bad company, and its near my home. Should be alright bah.. But hopefully dun have to always work so late, so that I can go home early to see my baby boy.... By then, wont be able to see him so often loh...
Pple have 4 mths maternity leave, but I have none. Have to start work early to earn $$. Or else, how nice it will be to be paid to stay at home... Haha..
Its a joy to see him grow everyday... Although he is only 5 wks old, he know how to seek pple's attention. Looking for pple to play with him, to carry him, etc. And he will look at you sometimes when you call him or talk to him.
And he had went out with me for a few times already. Haha... Been to suntec and wild rocket orh... And he knew when he is going out. Whenever he wear the hat. Haha..
This pic was taken on the 7th Dec. After coming back home from his full mth celebration.
X'mas is coming... But wont be going out to celebrate whatsoever. Is troublesome to bring Darius out too.... Hope Darius faster grow up. Den I dun have to keep carry him whenever I bring him out.
Friday, December 19, 20085:15 PM
Home sweet home.....;
Darius is back at my place. Sleeping in his own play pen. I dun have to share the bed with him le... That means I wont have to be afraid that I will knock onto him while sleeping at night. But it also means that his daddy and mommy have to sleep on the floor so as to create the space for his play pen. So enjoy hor???
Tomorrow(7th) and Monday(8th) will celebrate Darius' 1st month loh.... Although the exact day is 11th. And on the 11th will bring him out to take a look at this world... Which means, I can go out too!!! Been "jailed" for almost a mth liao.... Really hate doing confinement... Starting 1st 2 wks cant bathe... Den after that can bathe but not everyday.. once every few days... And have to bathe using herbs water... Den can only drink milo and red dates tea... Hot one somemore.... Den cant use the fan even when I'm sweating..... BUT.... I can finally do whatever I want, eat whatever I want to eat after 11th.... Left a few more days... tahan tahan.......
Den after 11th, can always bring Darius out for a walk too... Though bring him out have to prepare so many things.... -_-!!
Always having not enough sleep every night... But it is so much better than the 1st 2 wks whereby I have to wake up so many times a night. Now only twice a night...Phew...
I want to go out......
Saturday, December 06, 200811:20 PM
