i love pooh bear...

First day at work;

Basically my 1st day at work is to sit beside a colleague and see what she is doing... Super boring... I almost doze off lor.... Haha...

Sometimes I really wonder am I really suitable for office job? I like really not used to office job bah... I got this job, guess the most happiest person is my mother bah.... Her mindset is that since I got a diploma cert now, I should look for high-pay, office job. And when she heard abt my pay n being in Citigroup, she damn happy lor.... Getting her calculator ready to see how much I will get every mth after deducting CPF, and how much I SHOULD give her every mth.... Somehow, thinking that I am working this job to please her. But, at the same time, working in citigroup might be a first step to my own good future? I dunno... Have to work many yrs or being very talented n smart for me to move 1 level up in citigroup. Promotion is based on work performance, not by ur experience. Thats wat i know....

No matter what it is, I guess I better work hard for the time being as it is not a gd idea to job-hop now... Expecially is my 1st job after graduation. Job hop will badly affect my port folio.... And I gotta work for 6 full mths without being able to take annual leave.... There goes my holiday dream............

And I better be more open up and speak to others bah.... If not, I'm gonna die there being mute. I hate to be in a new environment with knowing no one in particular. I was nervous sick this morning when I know I gotta report to work SOON. I dun even dare to step into the building lor.... That's me.... So timid.... SIgh...

Maybe when I see my pay coming, den I will be happy bah.... And hope nothing goes wrong during this 1st 6 mths........ As what they said..... No news is good news..... So I dun wish to hear anything from the HR dept for this 6 mths... Haha......

I shall be very bored on wkends le....... Urgh.......

Wednesday, February 28, 200710:38 PM

Nervous;

After tonight, my slacking days are officially over.... Gonna start work tmr le.... Should I feel happy or?? I also dunno... Well, human is very contradicting.... One part of me hope not to start work so early and continue to be bored.... Another part of me is worried sick that I cant find a job and having financial problem cuz no income coming in...

After 2 wks of slacking days after my attachment, I gotta start my very first career le.... I am so nervous and dunno what is to be expected from me. One good thing is that my current working place is at Tampines. I am forever stuck in Tampines. Primary to Poly education institution is all at Tampines. And Now my company is also at Tampines. Count myself lucky bah, I got to save on my transport expenses as I can take 1 bus there and walk home after work. But I really dunno is office job or being in a banking industry suit me or not. I got much higher pay den I expected. But is office job and numbers and computer screen for me for the rest of.... (i dunno for how long).

I dunno whether I got the right job for myself or not. I just sent out my resume to various companies that is listed under my TP career portal, and the next thing I know is that I'm been asked to go for an interview. I dun even know what I said and next thing - I'm in for the 2nd interview with the department manager. And I thought I screwed out my 2nd interview as I "smacked" myself from what I said and what I wrote in my resume. I said I wanna do customer service line in my resume but I said I wanna experience working in the office, doing back-end work in the interview. See, I'm "smacking" myself real hard. And just as i thought my chances are ruined by myself, I received a call saying I got the job offer. -_-?? Wierd rite? And I need to start work immediately... They cant even wait till 1st march for me to start work in a new mth calendar... I have to do so many things and signed so many papers today in order for me to start work tmr. Sigh....

Hope everything goes well for me tmr bah... *Cross my finger* Guess my june holiday trip have to be postphoned loh.... Sigh.......

Tuesday, February 27, 20079:04 PM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!;

First of all.... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! And today I'm going out to shop for new yr's clothes. Not with him but with my sister. HaHa.. My V'Day for the past few yrs were never spent with BF anyway. Why must couple spent this day in such a special way? Out of 365 days, only this day den must treat ur another half better? Ha... Everyday can be a V'Day mah...

Anyway,My hell day is OVER. And I am consider unemployed now. Haha... Went for an interview on Monday at one of my friend's attachment company. Hope everything goes well bah. Cuz now still waiting for call..... Cross my finger & hope for the best!

CNY is coming... But I dun like CNY in the first place. Go house visiting and just sit there & wait for time to pass and den go to the next house. Every year like tat. This yr special cuz I do not have to sit in the MRT train for 1 hr to go to boon lay le. My brother has a car now so we can be on the road and not on the track. HaHa... But i dun like his drving attitude, though he only drove me once. NVM lah... Just this once again on the 1st day of CNY. 2nd day will be "free & easy" for us. haha... THats how my parents told me.. HAha...

Current status: Sick!! Yah... Another few days will be CNY but I fall sick!!! Damn!! I wanted to fall sick during attachment but I cant. Attachment over den I fall sick!! Aiyoh... Wrong timing leh.... Trying my very best to get well asap le.... And its been such a long long time since I have 1 wk break not working or schooling and I feel so uneasy. Have so much time but dunno wat to do. Last time during school holiday will work as many days as I can, but now, I dun even have a part-time job. Hope this kind of days wont last so long.

Got to go out shopping. tata...

Wednesday, February 14, 200710:10 AM