How??;
I want to pick up the books and take up Bachelor course... But... the amt I could take from bank for study loan is only 6 times of my pay, which is not even enough to cover all my modules for a single major, let alone double major lor. I will be short of at least $6.6k (for single major), and not inclusive of the bridging programme that I must take.
I need a guarantor but muz be some1 from my immediate family (for POSB Study Loan). My parents' monthly income is even less den me. And he got debts, I scare the bank will not approve lor.
How How How?? Will this dream of mine be swept under the carpet and not being able to fulfil??
Sigh....
Thursday, July 23, 200911:21 PM
1st anniversary;
Tuesday, July 21, 200912:20 AM
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The worse is over. I survive the last few days of babysiting.. Yeah...
Went shopping on Thursday and Friday and Sunday.
Thursday went Tampines Mall, Century Square and Tampines 1 to walk ard and had dinner at Seoul Garden. The viarieties are so limited lor. Then to Giant, as he wants to cook on Friday. But instead of grocery shopping, we ended up at Sea view to meet up with Candy as she wants to see Darius. Went off at ard 11pm as Darius is dead tired. Darius kick a big fuss when he reach home as we need to change him and feed him, disturbing him from sleeping. He finally went back to slp after 12 plus, after much coaxing him and causing his father almost want to kill him. Haha..
Thought he will wake up late the next morning, but he woke up at 8 plus in the morning. It seems that his body clock already been registered to differentiate weekdays and weekend. He always wake up early like 7 - 8 plus on weekdays and can sleep till 9 plus almost 10 on weekend. Went Giant after feeding him to buy our grocery since didnt buy anything the nitez before. Darius was still tired after the yesterday's shopping lah... He slept for at least 3hrs in the afternoon. He hadnt had such a long afternoon nap for quite sometime. Always slping for half hr to 1 hr nap only. 4 plus went out to Vivo to shop. Darius throw tantrum today. Guess he was very tired. As usual, kick a big fuss when wants to slp. He wont throw tantrum when he's outside, only at home. But this time round, he was crying and screaming as he wants to slp. At vivo city. His daddy's face turn black when he cant coax him to slp. 2nd time his daddy feel like killing him.. Haha... Finally he fall asleeep. Went to White Dog Cafe for dinner when Darius is asleep. Didnt enjoy my dinner there. The food wasnt nice, except the appetizer. The salmon pasta is tasteless lor....
Saturday is stay home day. When Darius heard his Grandpa call him over at the window when they came back, he immediately scream and was jumping up and down. He is damn excited lah.. Didnt see his grandparents for 3 days. And that means.... I'm freed... Haha....
Went Orchard today. Totally hate to go town on weekend. Is damn crowded and totally no mood to shop.
1 yr.... And Darius is 8 mth old already. Time passes... Till now, u still get jealous easily... Whenever I change a job and get to meet new guys whom can click with me, you get jealous. This time, my status is diff. I'm MARRIED TO YOU ALREADY!!! Yet you still get jealous when I can chat everything under the sun with this colleague. Sigh... I really dunno what to say lah....
So many pple want to babysit Darius ah? He is cute in appearance lah, but when feeding him, changing nappy for him, coaxing him to slp, you will really feel like raising 2 hands up to surrender. As what I always told my Mother, he is only cute when he is asleep. So peaceful and guai... Haha...
Sunday, July 19, 200910:08 PM
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I'm off today till next Monday... Gotta babysit Darius as my parents are off to Genting this morning. Sigh... We are suppose to go together but.....
Anyway, its been so long since i look after Darius alone. Always have the help from my family, but this time.... I'm all alone.... Think the last time I babysit him all by myself was when I move back my house after confinment and before I start working. At that time, Darius only know how to eat and slp. Life was so much easier then....
After I start working, I only babysit him during the weekend only for that few hrs when my parents are working. By then, he dun slp so much already and was mostly awake to play. But at that time, he still do not know how to crawl or stand. And it was still safe to put him in his playpen.
But now, 8 mths old... He know how to run abt in his walker, grabbing anything that his little hands can lay on, wide awake most of the time, making noise or 'talking the language that only he understands', trying to stand up with the help of anything that his hands can get hold of. (Btw, he learn how to stand 1st before he know how to crawl. He got his sequence wrong lor. -_-!! ) Even putting him in his playpen is a problem now. He will stand up and make small little walk ard at the side of the playpen, sometimes letting go of his hands and he will fall backward. And he seems to be enjoying it whereas we are so scare that he will got frighten from the "sudden fall" and hurting his back or knock his head.
Talking abt his temper, it seems that his temper is getting worse as the day goes by.... Especially when he wants to slp, or when we take away things that he shouldnt be playing but he manage to get hold of. And he dont seems to be scare of pain when we beat him.
Sigh.. Really having a headache looking after him.... He just can sit still for long. Not even when we stop for a meal.
Thursday, July 16, 200912:30 PM
Look alike??;
Do they look alike?
Make a guess... That's Daddy with Darius? Or Mommy with Darius?? :)
Saturday, July 11, 20096:42 PM
I'm so tired this week...;
1st appt at HDB was smooth sailing, except for some hipcups. Didnt know need to bring my parents' marriage cert too. Went home to take the marriage cert as well as his employment letter as he never bring along. In the end, he have to go back again the next day cuz he brought the employment letter was dated last year and the officer said muz be dated at the period when we bought the house. -_-!! Anyway, have a mutual agreement with the owner that our 2nd appt at HDB and giving us the keys will be on 22nd Sept as they said cannot do renovation during the 7th mth. So guess we will only move house in Oct bah...
SIM's next intake will be next yr Jan and the application will be in mid Aug to Sept. Still havent decide what course to take. Deciding between Business, Business Analytics ( the subjects are very similar to what I took in my Diploma ), Finance and Marketing. Dunno which to take...
In another 1 and half mth time will be my driving test. Still no confidence in driving. My body coordination really bad.. Really should have take auto... Sigh...
Am so tired this whole week.... Really feel like going out for a holiday.......... But....... Who wants to go holiday with me?
Darius is having diarrhoea for the past few days... He doesnt seems to have any discomfort... Still playing and running about as normal... most probably is he teething that causes the diarrhoea bah...
Sunday, July 05, 20094:11 PM
