i love pooh bear...

So dead...;

I am so dead tired.... Imagine working more than 10hrs everyday? With loads and loads of things to do..... Working in the banking industry is definitely a no-no for me. That I am sure. I just cant take the damn fast-pace environment and pple having such high expectation of u gaining the skills required by u in less den a mth, and throwing everything for u to do. And the great thing is that, ur partner doesn't seems want to help u. I was like, "wat the hell?" Cant u just help me with a case or 2 out of 5 or more other things to do? In the end I just gave up n take my own sweet time to do. As I know for sure she will not lift a hand to help me. And I finished my work at 10pm and left ytd.

Took a half day off to go for an interview. The pay was much lower den what the bank offer me, but the working hrs are much more reasonable. I actually wanted to stay on in the bank for another 3 mths to earn enough b4 I left. But after much discussion with my mother n him, their answer to me was, no point staying since I do not have the interest in this work. No ot pay n damn long working hrs. Though u can claim taxi fare, but took a taxi home from there cost only less den $4. Not worth it at all.... And having to keep skipping my dinner. And my stomach is not in the right state now. I was diagnosed with gastric earlier when I keep experiencing stomachache. Might be due to long term not eating properly and eating at inappropriate timing bah... Remember I used to eat 1 meal a day for quite a long period of time? haha...

Sometimes I really dunno what I really want in my life. I want to go on study, but also will think why do I want to study till so high level? Is there a need to do tat? Am I financially able to do tat? What kind of job do I really want in my life? Went to MDIS to check out on their courses. Went to ask for the degree course for tourism n hospitality. The modules are interesting and is a popular course now due to the IR opening in 2009. But as I was browsing thru the net again in MDIS website, I saw a course much more related to my diploma - degree in business management. Now, I fickle-minded... If I really work as a business analyst, this course will be useful to me. If I intend to go to hotel line, F&B line;hospitality and tourism is more relevant.

Life is full of choices... What do I really want?

Thursday, March 29, 20079:00 PM

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